Experiences

~Andrew~ Just got back from sch bout an hour ago.. Its saturday,and im killin it by goin to school...aihz..had futsal tourny jz now..and altho i was kinda not in the mood to play football n stuff, ended up draggin myself from the bed to school.. ended goin to the semis.. not bad eh..?? but ended up gettin scolded by my parents abit when i reached home, cuz i keep goin out n stuff.. i seriously gotta count down on that ish.. stupid me..

Right now i cant believe how much an experience could actually affect a person's life n ish... An experience could bring both + and - effects to some1 .. For example, i used to be scared to go on stage infront of hundreds of ppl n stuff.... I remembered everytime in primary school ( i was a prefect back them.. a prefect....lol ) , when i was hella unlucky and got picked to read the ikrar durin perhimpunan, i wud always be shittin in my pants n stuff.. being on stage was one hell of a nitemare for me back then..but eventually(last year actually..), i got over that certain phobia ... Rappin infront of the public eyes really isnt such a nitemare anymore....In fact, i aint scared of screwin up on the mic and forgettin the lyrics n ish no more.. I guess every1 goes thru this kinda fear at certain stages of their lifes,and they eventually learn to counter it and gain a certain amount of confidence n stuff..

BUT experiences could definately bring one hell of a negative effect to a person..After mssd basketball just a few days back,where i played my worst game in my whole life, i suddenly lost interest in that sport n stuff..I just wasnt as semangat as i was before, cuz its like..there's nuttin to look forward to and the feelin of lettin all ya teammates down really gives a huge mental effect to ya... and even tho some may say stuff like " Whats done is done", "Thats all in the past " n such, it really doesnt make ya feel better,AT ALL... but theres really nuttin you can do about it la..altho you could've played a diff way n with a diff strategy n shit, its over..

afterall,thats life.. you learn from experiences.. nuttin else teaches you better than that.. ya cant just live to regret those things... just gotta move on la..

"One life...live it to the fullest "