sometimes i wonder wether im good enough for anything.. sometimes i wonder wether i dream too far... sometimes i wonder why i even choose this dream of mine..

failures-- i cant take it, some may take it normally, but for me, i hate failures.. maybe because the things that i normally succeed in dosent need the usage of this brain of mind... take for example, ive been running for years in school..and i loss once.. since then, i dident wan to run anymore.. or take dancing for example.. i never felt like dancing in form 5 anymore..the feel wasnt there anymore... but i shant explain too much on that...

but i know one thing... im not gona repeat these mistakes again.. i dun wana lose hope in the things i do juz because of one failure.. i have my dreams, and im gonna make it happen.. i stick to my policy, that with hard work..all will go well... its not my fault that im not born with the brains.. but im not gona let that ruin my dreams... i can do it...i know i can. =)

wanna congrats all my frenz who made it.. esp to my baby, andrew.. congrats dear.. i love u ..and if u do make it thru... just go ahead... im happy for u...
congrats esther, wei yang.. u guys are good .. :P

no matter wut, i swear here, in this lil blog of mind.. that in 6 or 7 or 8 or even 9 years.. i will come out as a doctor.. and not just any doctor, a doctor who had tried her very best, sacrificing her beauty sleep, being called "boring", giving up fun.. and doin all this with a passion.. to help people.. to save lives..

p/s: i mite just go to india... lol


love lots.. dee dee...

i have to be more mature.. no more play time for Desiree...