Monday, August 28, 2006


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Good Day

dear diary.. =)

today i woke up, very disturbingly.. =(
since it wasnt 7, i tried to go back to sleep as i was really very sleepy. Didnt get a good rest either.Mebbe i am not use to the bed here in subang. sigh~
i realised that its been a looong time since we had studyin in class! hehe.. physics was spent doin presentations, english, we watched a movie, and had our text production, bio, presentations! hahaa.. and yay! we got no LAN anymore!! =) *grinz*

after a week, we had another day of bio and physics presentations, another day of writing journals.. another day of free lan *actualy we went to watch a drama lar* but oh well, it was counted as FREE lar. chemistry... haha, we learnt about some silicate thingy.

after sch, i rested till 3.40 before i went to my second home, the Taylors College Library.. read about polymerisation till 5.30, and then andrew and i headed for dinner. Pork and Vege. Yummy! =) went back to the library.. studied a lil physics, and here i am, back home.

Oh yea, i found out bout the study rooms they provided till 11pm. Dear wants to try it out. i dont mind. As long as i have company! its gonna be a LIL scary huh... =(

Money Spent Today
2 currypuffs : rm 2.00
dinner : rm 6
total: RM 8! yay! =)

washing my clothes now, will do maths later..!! ahh!! common test next week! DIE. Seriously...

Love Lots,
Desiree ..

mummy and daddy reads my blog!! haha

Saturday, August 26, 2006


"Self Improvement Is Masturbation"
With quotes like this, u proly get the picture just how weird this movie is..Found out I had this movie while searchin thru the collection of DVD's, and yea..it was pretty enjoyable, but weird at the same time..movie's kinda long too, bout 2 hours+ , so it was a good way to kill time..

sighz, hollies are gon be endin soon, and monday would be the reopening of them hellgates..thank god there's a bunch of ppl who have yet to do their Physics presentation, so atleast Physic classes are gon be like free periods to me.. this hollies have been alrite i guess, it was wat I expected afterall.. hanged out with the guys twice, and yea, we din do much on both ocasions since there are only a handful of us left here.. thats just life i guess.. hopefully every1's back during the end year break, then we can do something real crazy again.. went to dear's place 3 times, which was nice.. did a lil bit of studyin, caught a couple of movies.. and I myself dled a bunch of stuff on this laptop.. had to update my playlist again, since most songs i have on my pc are kinda old..

wait, I think Ive got LAN exams pretty soon rite??lolz.. mebe i shud study abit for it now...aihz.. its my last day here in jb and i dunno wat to do.. parents have gone out, and im stuck here.. i wish i lived in the city, then them shopping malls would be so near, and i can go chill there anytime i want..

Friday, August 25, 2006



Caught this movie yesterday.. Didnt realise I had the DVD.. pretty interesting I should say..

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Tell me,
whats the purpose of life
I've lived and breathed,
Seen the best and worse of this life
I need a break, a breath or two
Thank god u're here and Im blessed with you


I need to find something to do...

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

2nd post of the day...cuz im bored

Yes, im posting for the second time today.. first time ive ever done so.. that just shows how bored i am...and no, i dont feel like studying nor doing my homework..i feel like going for a haircut tho, since this bushy hair of mine is bothering me... my hair sux, especially once it grows long, cuz it'll be so thick u could prolly smuggle drugs inside or smth.. ive always considered cutting bald tho, but then Imma look like an egg i guess.. stupid head shape of mine!! lolz.. maybe i'll just go for a short trim or something..dont really wanan cut too short, just wanna cut abit cuz its getting on my nerves abit..
btw, badminton today was fun i guess.. only had like 6 of us.. which is cool, cuz u dont need alotta ppl to play badminton.. came kinda late tho, cuz of my relatives.. one thing is im hardly punctual, and i seriously feel its never my fault..i can get up 2 or 3 hours earlier, and my mum could all of a sudden decided to eat brekfast.. i hate running late, thats for sure.. i get pissed when im late and its not my fault... thats life i guess..?? lolz..
ohyea,dear's out wid her frens now.. hope she's having fun.. im stuck at home for the rest of the day... how i wish i can go out late at night and chill, but prob is, there's no one around and this is jb for god's sake!! so Im downloading Forest Gump now, and old movie which I've watched countless times... imma just watch it to kill time i guess..

Say What?

~Andrew~
got up hella early this morning, round 7 a.m... no, not because I dont like sleeping.. its cuz i missed Liverpool's match last nite !! ish!! so woke today to check the scores.. thank god they managed to draw, which means they're through to the next round, but no by alot.. *sigh of relieve*
managed to do a lil bit of math yesterday at dear's place... math is def one subject that i dont like at all, ever since my early days..i guess its cuz its a subject that my dad excelled in, and everytime i did not do well, he would sit down and really grind me through the topic.. and then secondary school had to introduce 2 subjects with the name 'math' in it.. how nice of em right? lol..thank god i managed to get an A1 in both, which prolly shows how low the standards are.. pity SAM aint like that tho.. my math sux, thats something i admit defeat in that..
on a lighter note, imma be going to play badminton (yes,instead of improving on my math or the other subjects, im going out to have some fun!).. crazyness right? playing 3 diff sports in a week span.. hopefully can play for a couple of hours ar... ive always enjoyed playing games ( even tho i might not be good at em), as it just takes my worries of a bunch of things..

ohyea, and this hollies has also been nice cuz ive managed to watch 3 movies already!! Click (cinema), Just My Luck (DVD) and Stay Alive (downloaded).. so cool right? all from different sources wan..but yea, Click was great cuz ive not laughed that hard for some time.. Adam Sandler, who is someone I consider as a new school comedian, always makes me laugh and stuff.. show gets kinda touching near the end too.. Just My Luck was alrite la, funny here n there.. not the type i wud go to the cinemas and watch i guess.. Stay Alive was just plain horrible!! how many horror movies have ended just like that right? its cliched.. =D mebbe its cuz i watched it at 7a.m., while i was still half asleep, so thats why it did not freak me out as much.. who knows..


"Transformers! Robots in disguise!! " They're making a movie of it!! cool right? and yes, i love this cartoon, every guy would i guess..

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

i have abandoned this blog for a while.. =p

mainly because i am back in jaybee, and there is no place like home.. so im enjoying every second of it right here.. =) funny, this is the first time i feel so miserable beacuse i dont want to go back to subang jaya.. i really want to stay here at home.. because i reali reali miss home... i do.. i have not spent more than 2 weeks everytime i come home..and that is plain cruel!! lol.. i like being home!!

='(

did some work at home... today... i went to buy pirated dvd's.. lol.. soo many.. =) all the shows that i wanted to catch for a long time alredy... i guess thursdae is the movie marathon, where my sister an i are gona watch alll the dvd's we watched!! haha...

anyway, i had a talk with my godma juz yesterdae and she said its time to grow up..well.. i guess its true.. lol :P i definitely will HAVE to, especially for my next interview.. am having another session with her tonight... sigh.. one hour of embarassing talking.. lol...

dear managed to come to my place todaey to do some maths..we did SOME math.. lol..about 3 questions? hehee... spent the rest of the dae in hp, and watching just my luck. funny movie, really.. =)

oh yea.. I DID NOT GET A C FOR CHEMISTRY!!! lol.. i am soooo happy. =)
instead i got a 76, which is a huge achievement for me, since i gotten like 58 for the last three test... goo dee dee! and i improved for maths and bio too.... thank you dear, for accompnaying me in the library, and thank you whoever who helped me when i asked them questions.... =) thank God for not losing hope in me.. =)

so happy for myself. LOL =p

i guess i will have to go and bath now.. wwill upload sme pictures i took for the last 4 days..

ps;// i have an insect zapper in my house.. lol.. the kind like a tennis racket, well.. i like killing them with that... its fun!!!!!

love so much,
desiree tee may ling

Monday, August 21, 2006

She

She asked me to study..and this is what I did during the past hour.. =D

what can I say on this track, that hasnt been said before
how do i find that one tune that hasnt been played before
i wanna express it all, i wanna pour it out
becuz even with those quarrels we aint fallin out
i wanna hold you very close, till the end of time
aint gonna lose u baby girl , see me defend wats mine
my inspiratation to my music when I pen this rhyme
I dont really got the money so I'll spend my time
t put ur hands in mine, connect ya plans with mine
constantly blank my mind ,cuz god damn u fine
it aint just about the looks, see it starts with the soul
and u got plenty of that, cuz ur hearts made of gold
see i'm always gonna be there with them hugs when ure cold
and I'll be the perfect lover, play the part and role
ure always showin me love , i know the debts i owe
i aint gonna let u go, and thats fo sho

the random talkin is just what music is spose to be.. fun!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

its the hollidays

~Andrew~
i cant believe im back in jb already..life just seems so much different once im here, and its also much more slow moving then life in subang...there's no need to wake up at 6.55 a.m. every morning for the next 7 days, which is one thing that i really like bout hollies.. ive never been a person who likes sleeping, but i also dont like waking up so early..

had a crazy class outing last Thursday tho.. almost the entire class showed up to play futsal.. crazyness right?? but of course, it was gals VS gals and guys VS guys.. really had fun that evening, and I def missed playing football.. for those that dont know, football's actually my 'main' sport sorta thing, it was one of the first sports that I ever played.. i consider myself to be a pretty good striker during primary school too, with a few awards to show for it.. but then wen I moved to sec. school, it was a sport that very few chinese kids would play, so I just stopped.. i feel like picking up the sport again tho, it just feels fun....

and yesterday, I went to Larkin to play ball with my sec. school mates.. im seriously rusty tho, especially when playing a full court game now... mebbe its cuz ive not played one since last year, with my college only having a half court..lolz.. but yea, it was fun to catch up with the guys once again.. nothing much has changed since last year, which is nice to know...

and whats my plans for today?? i seriously have no idea.. Esther, one of my classmates, happens to be in jb this weekend.. so I guess I'll join dear to bring her around jb.. there's nothing much to see here tho... maybe go zoo or smth...lmaoz..

k,im off to shower now..cyalls..

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Whats next...

~Andrew~

I constantly succeed in failing, and I'll always be the one that fails to succeed... catch my drift??
life's thrown everything at me.. seriously, everything that I ever thought could happen, has happened..ive had my fair share of highs, and also equal amount of lows.. trust me, I've been through ALOT, and good thing is that I've been able to pick myself up everytime.. one thing that I never was able to get over tho was the lost in MSSD last year, which I still take the blame for.. how i wish I could stay on for another year..

nevertheless, lets move on..i feel like reflecting today.. just wanna write non stop as it takes my mind off things..
music has always been a big part of my life, to the point where I need music to focus when studying (altho dear doesnt like me putting headphones on.. hmph!! jpjp)...the radio in my room was on throughout the whole night during my primary school days, till my parents thought it was the main cause for the landslide of my results.. and when they took the radio away, a big part of me felt missing, but thank god i found out I could stream them radio broadcasts online..I never had no music background tho.. my dad tried to get me into playing the electronic keyboard when I was in primary 2 i think, but I never did touch that, basically because I wasnt interested in it..

everything changed tho, when rap music came bout and Eminem's vid was constantly on rotation..pop culture changed, boy bands /girl bands werent the in thing anymore,and teenage pop stars lost appeal...all because of a white dude that does black music... how ironic right..and it so happened that I came across a forum with wannabe rappers on it, where everyone wrote their own stuff and presented it on the net for others to give thoughts on..thats how I found rap music, and thats how I got into it..Im proud of what Ive achieved over these 6 years tho, and its not about the albums Im featured on or the EP that I independantly released and pushed.. its because of the fact that I learnt how to use all them programs for recording, how to even setup the mic to the pc, how to construct them lyrics.. trust me when I say that Ive written bout 100's of pieces already and presented it to the net, and criticisms were always there.. but it comes to a point tho, now..where I ask myself.. "How much further can I go ??" i wanna end it here, but i feel that the EP wasnt a right way to close this chapter of my life.. I know that I can present something much better, and I know that its possible.. but why??
they say its not who you are, but its who you know..
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yummy.. cant wait to touch down at jaybee on fridae... i miss everything bout jaybee! esp in sentosa..in my house!! =) am goin to have nice korean food on fridae.. *grins* life is gonna be good....

oh yea, before i wanna go on.. i wanna thank God for being there for me.. for that one month of hard work and everything..thanks for not letting me break down and give up on everything.. =) thank you!!!
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a big thank u to mummy too..our conversation todae brought tears to my eyes...
mummy:i told daddy im afraid that u work hard and get what u deserve, but u still dont get to achieve ur dreams..
dee: *sniff*
mummy: i see u work so hard, i feel so stress for u..sometimes even as a mummy, i knoe i have to be mature, but i just feel so bad that u are so stress at sch...


i noe that my dreams are hard to achieve mum, but since i have put my mind on doin it.. i promise i wont stop half way..
and even though my mum dosent read my blog.. i love u mum!! and dont worry, i dun feel stress at all...except taking my results lar... :P

oh yea.. i dun understand y some people cant be happy for others... no names mentioned, but if u terasa, just wan to let u noe that it hurts at times.. just live ur life, and i'll live mine..


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love lots...
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mwarks!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i didnt get called out for physics again.. lol.. nvm.. not that worried, im just worried bt the q&a session.. hopefully people will ask me v simple questions.. =)
*hint hint* ask me bt the disadvantages of ct scanning!! haha..

aniway.. todae was another boring dae, except we were watching a movie called bend it like beckham for english.. pretty nice movie.. not AS boring as i thought it would be... CUTE GUY ALERT!!! lol...

omg..there are alot of ants on the table... i cant find any food around tho..weird...this house is INFECTED WITH ANTS I TELL U...

cant wait for a few more days left.. whee! im goin home!!! hehe ouch.. juz got bitten by an ant....

havent been gettin any restults back yet.. which is good and bad at the same time. good, because i dun wan to get dissapointed..and bad coz it IS FRUSTRATING TO WAIT SO LONG FOR UR results... sigh...

TOPIC OF THE DAY: Misconception of The Eating Life In College

People, esp my uncles often think that students in college eat CHAP FAN all the time.. which i think it very nt true.. i get to eat everything i wan up here!!! hehee.. had nasi goreng belacan which was GOOD, had 2 sausages and one piece of fried egg..mum said eh.. y cannot 2 eggs and one sausage... *dirty*

and i had 8 ringgit spaghetti for dinner ok~!!!!
so i reali wonder y my papa always ask me wether im eating chap fan or not....




ok..topic of the day... boring.. lol..
oh yea, a msg to a FREN i have. Stop critising people man!!!!! lol.. i mean.. we dont mind a lil comments here and there, but i realise that u have been saying reali ALOT of things bt people..so just chill..and keep comments to urself..it wont hurt ya... because its not reali nice of u 2 do that.it dosent make us happy, and im sure it dosent make u happy too... thanks..!
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BE A NICE CARE BEAR.. =P

I LVOE CARE BEARS!!!

LOVE LOTS,
dee dee tee

days are getting boring-er

~Andrew~
each day passes by slowly, when everyone is just dying for the break..3 more days and Im back to jb..def cant wait..but one problem arises tho.. who am I gonna meet??and no, its not cuz Ive got too many friends till my scheduele's pack...its just cuz, there's only a handful of my 05 classmates that are left there.. i think only gary, desmond ,and hanwei and kishern are the only few remaining guys there.. sighz..thats just the way it is eh? i still remember that during EST paper, which was the last for SPM, I was so hella eager to finish it, and ended up being the first to finish the paper in a whooping 15 minutes..lolz.. and then a couple of my friends followed, so we all left hella early.. and only then did I realise I was never gonna see a couple of these faces anymore.. even during the day I collected my SPM results, a bunch of us went our separate ways,each with their own plans (as many at that time were stil addicted to DOTA and opted to spend their time there).. thats just the way it is...

back to 2006
ive got pop quiz tommorow for bio.. dont got the mood to study for it..lolz..its just that common tests 3 are barely a week over, and Ive already got to prepare for a quiz?? tak nak ar...my mind's still hella lazy and lagging..lolz..k, im off now..and thanks for everyone who has been tagging..appreaciate it.. =)
and dont worry dear, im sure we'll be together forever.. ;) love ya alwayz

Monday, August 14, 2006

todae was BORING. =)

woke up todae, took a bath, and i didnt take my 20 minute nap.. because i had physics presentation todae..( lucky i didnt get picked) =D so ya.. day was PRETTY BORING.... so i dun have much to mention... help lyn with the dinner todae which did not turn that well..because the fishball tasted funny.. lol.. so i bought a cup of mee goreng from magee mee.. NOT NICE I TELL U. yucky, def not worth my rm2.50.

tomoro is tuesdae, meaning there will be.. b19!! yay! i get to wear my new jacket! lol.... im crazy, people HATE, B19.

SPECIAL TOPIC OF THE DAY
Dedicated to my dearest.

well, lets just sae that u are with a boy, and the next year, both of u are off to university..and u get diffrent universities.. wut would u do? i know that most logical thing to do is go to the best uni u get, which is spose to be ur 1st priority.. but for me.... i dun care what shitty place we get dear.. i 'll stay here with u.. i'll even go to india with u.. =p..

sheesh.. that sounded as if im forcing him to stay since he already has a place.. =p
but seriously..i just wan to be with u.. and i dun care which uni we get..because i love u, and i have already made up my mind to spend the rest of my life with u..

u are the last piece that completes the puzzle of my life...

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oh yea..chelsea lost ! muahahaa....dadda was so upset.. lol.......so cute lar the old man of mine.......

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*my little pony* my fav cartoon when i was little....

love lots...
dee dee..
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Taken today.. notice that our shirts are stripes??haha Posted by Picasa

Dear's breakfast yesterday.. old school meal... Posted by Picasa

So cool rite!! mid valley, got roberto carlos leg popping out from the nike shop.. Posted by Picasa

Me and dear with the turtle Posted by Picasa

Check out the cool trails Posted by Picasa

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Bye byez to turtle Posted by Picasa

Ok, so here are the pics from the turtle trip..The pictures seriously do not do justice to its size Posted by Picasa

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Lets try to make this long

~Andrew~
K, first things first.. Common Tests 3 is finally over..and what do i think about it?? errm, no good no good.. hopefully got improvement ar, thats what i want..even if its not by much, but like i've always been told.. 'progress is a slow process'..
But heck,its over, so its all good..
For the past few days ive been thoroughly trying to enjoy myself..and this year is the first time im actually happy that there's a great malaysian sale or wateva yall calls it (its usually a gal thing) since imma be able to get clothes for nice discounts.. always feels good to have fresh clothes.. thats the kind of mood im in right now.. positive.. haha..
managed to catch 2 movies ever since the tests were over..Break Up (at the cinemas) and I Not Stupid 2 (DVD).. both movies were pretty decent i guess.. was actually hoping to watch Click during one of the days, but tickets were sold out when i went to Sunway Pyramid.. so yea, kena tunggu ar..
and yea, as yall can see from the pics below, a few of us went to Mid Valley on friday.. Took us 2 hours to reach there, and thank god coming back was much quicker.. Mid Valley's officially a girl place la.. there's nuttin much for guys there unless u be into expensive (which means branded) clothes and stuff.. not my type..and tho i did not get anything there, it still felt great to actually step out of the surroundings of subang and sunway.. but i still prefer the clothes they got at pyramid then to midvalley... lolz..
and my whole afternoon today has been spent in starbux with dear.. had to get internet connection in order to do my Physics IDS, and after a couple of hours here depending on Nantucket Nectars, i think ive got it 90% done.. still got to change a thing or two later on.. and yea, we bought another drink cuz i takut kena halau..

here comes the major announcement.. MAJOR, most def <strong>MAJOR..
Errmm, how do i put it in words.. okok, here goes... The major announcement is that the blog has undergone a major facelift and a total revamped.. yeap, mostly thanks to dear!! she felt it was time to change, and yea, im really feeling this new skin... one of my minor contributions is the links!! as yall can see, ive updated the links and have put most of yall there... im sorrie if i forgot anyone (which I prolly will), but its just that I wanted to get them links done quick in order to blog.. cuz i knew this was gon be a long entry, and hence it was gonna take time..
Besides that, you might also realise that a familiar voice can be heard in the background.. yes yes yall, ive added a music player in the blog, just to accompany you during times like this ,where the post might be absurdly long or panjang gila. and yes, most of the songs there (besides the one called The First Verse EP Sample)are what i consider to be my all time favourites, and not the bublegum rap that you would hear on the radio.. and as yall can see, they're all rap sogs as I am trying to instill a little bit of my identity on the page, as dear did with the pictures and all.. so yea, needed to balance it up.. =)

and before this slips outta my mind, my hollies will be starting in only a few more days..there's just a bunch of things that i have in mind on doing ,and hopefully i can get all them stuffs done in that 1 week.. yea, i know its short, but i'll take it anywayz.. my mind has been dead tired for the past month, and im going to enjoy that 1 week as much as possbible.. but the sad thing is that trials would be hella close once that 1 week is over, so yea.. back to the books once again...

k, ive said everything that i wanted to say.. im happy..

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i am currently at starbucks, taking a break from my physics IDS.=) life is good now.. haha, because my tests are just over.. so i get a few days break before making the library my 2nd home. We had steamboat last nite, it was a good meal.. hehe.. although mummy makes better ones! mainly coz our soup was well..made by pure ajinomoto..

decided to give a change to my bloggie! because only we a nice skin, will i have the mood to blog.. we went to mid valley, me , dear, ren ee, and xin yu on fridae..it was definately a GOOD day! lol.. i wen shopping like crazy..bot a shirt, a jacket, a bag, and some goodies for my family..showed them on webcam last night, and the definitely loved it~ ! lol

i am excited bout nxt week..because i will be goin back to jaybee early..! i shud be reaching at 4 smth people.. come and welcome me back..i guess this is the longest period since ive seen my family..kinda gettin use to it.. i have too lar..got to concentrate on studies mar.. the next week will be like a holiday for me, knowing ms vernesse tee..who will definitely scold me when i start studying.. sigh..

but am reai happy that i am on my way back to jaybee for a wonderful week with my darling family.. all i noe is that im gona get a whole week of good food, good movies, and good treatment... *grins* HOME SWEET HOME.. well.. i'll juz leave u all with some pictures yar!!!

love lots...
deeeee

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

tests

~Andrew~
1 more paper left.. 1 more paper left!! thats what I keep tellin myself..lolz.. SAM's common test itself feels like SPM all over again to me.. thats how important+stressfull it is...crazy i tell u...crazy!!
this weeks gonna be another hectic week for me.. right a day after my Physics paper, Ive got Physics presentation.. which means that im gonna be burning 'whateva amount of midnight oil that is left within me' on Wednesday til habis.. wish me all the best yall.. and on the coming Monday Ive got a Physics project to hand up, the one where we gotta be designing our own experiment...seriously, thats too much of Physics for me to handle.. aihz..
ohyea, in case yall didnt know, the interview somehow went better than expected and I was given a conditional offer by the Newcastle Uni.. somehow, I dont really feel happy or overjoyed by such news tho.. maybe its because I strongly believe that I dont deserve it..i mean, they're tons more who went for the interview who are much more intelligent, and I feel guilty for occupying their slot..nvmz, its most likely that i will not meet the required grades afterall.. sighz..

"Im starting to search for answers in life"

Monday, August 07, 2006

u gotta admit that at times, people just annoy u... annoy annoy annoy.. just by being there annoys u... doin anything annoys u.... sigh...

anyway..common test 3 is ALMOST OVER.... one more paper to go.. which is on wednesdae.. im realli glad its gonna be over!!! but wait...trials are coming.... eeekss... but that is a good ting too..because my burfdae is comin!!! wheee..!! im 18! lol....

u noe how some ppl act so fake... its so iritating... argh..

wish i was at home now............

hope my nessy is allright!!!!

its gona be the end of the year.. i am happy for some stuff.. but teribly sad because i mite not be able to meet my new found frenz here at subang... sigh..

esther!!! thanks for the sandwich! it really taste good. kaya and cheese..never tried that before ler.. but its good!! yay!!! =p


Friday, August 04, 2006

sometimes i wonder wether im good enough for anything.. sometimes i wonder wether i dream too far... sometimes i wonder why i even choose this dream of mine..

failures-- i cant take it, some may take it normally, but for me, i hate failures.. maybe because the things that i normally succeed in dosent need the usage of this brain of mind... take for example, ive been running for years in school..and i loss once.. since then, i dident wan to run anymore.. or take dancing for example.. i never felt like dancing in form 5 anymore..the feel wasnt there anymore... but i shant explain too much on that...

but i know one thing... im not gona repeat these mistakes again.. i dun wana lose hope in the things i do juz because of one failure.. i have my dreams, and im gonna make it happen.. i stick to my policy, that with hard work..all will go well... its not my fault that im not born with the brains.. but im not gona let that ruin my dreams... i can do it...i know i can. =)

wanna congrats all my frenz who made it.. esp to my baby, andrew.. congrats dear.. i love u ..and if u do make it thru... just go ahead... im happy for u...
congrats esther, wei yang.. u guys are good .. :P

no matter wut, i swear here, in this lil blog of mind.. that in 6 or 7 or 8 or even 9 years.. i will come out as a doctor.. and not just any doctor, a doctor who had tried her very best, sacrificing her beauty sleep, being called "boring", giving up fun.. and doin all this with a passion.. to help people.. to save lives..

p/s: i mite just go to india... lol


love lots.. dee dee...

i have to be more mature.. no more play time for Desiree...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

the feedbacks

I decided to like, kumpul them reviews regarding the EP..haha.. need a break from studies, so decided to do this..lolz..yes,it might not have been done by some famous magazine or journalist, but all this still means alot to me.. and since they do help promote my EP on their blog, might as well promote them too.. hehe.. thanks yall..

1. Damien The Overdresser Review
The First Verse EP is independently produced album by Yin Yang who is a friend cum senior of mine. Always knew this guy had talent and would one day go far. The day is slowly arriving.
Picture a rapper with a phD la wei. Wicked.

This is one damned well locally produced album. Sound quality is of good standards. Yin Yang's un-local-sounding voice hides the fact that he is actually a local rapper. The songs too were well written, all containing well constructed lyrics.

I dont know much about Rap music and I dont really have any interest in it, but I was listening attentively to The First Verse EP from the momment I pressed the play button. Maybe because the beats that Yin Yang uses varies from song to song. For one example, in the track, "Say Goodbye", Yin Yang uses acoustic-like beats to present his emotions along with the lyrics. I like creativity.

I think the only problem with The First Verse EP is that it's not long enough. Once u start enjoying the music, the outro plays and it's not much of a song.

Tracklist :
1. Southside feat Big Ben
2. Rain feat Schizzow
3. Say Goodbye feat Jay' & Vixxstarr
4. Move It
5. Asian Beauty
6. Outro

Playing time : 21 minutes 71 seconds

I give this album two thumbs up. Yin Yang tells me that Fly FM might play his songs soon. So that gives you an idea on the standard of this album.

2. Emceedavid's (Dude is the next big thing in local music.. trust me) Review

Artist: Ying Yang
Title: The First Verse EP
Release Date: June 2006

Tracklisting:
1. Southside ft. big Ben
2. Rain ft. Schizzow
3. Say Goodbye ft. Jay’ & Vixxstarr
4. Move it
5. Asian Beauty
6. Outro

Review:
This young rapper from JB City has been recording for the longest time now. As far as I remember, he was one of the earlier ones back at The-Bazement.com to start home recording. He has been featured on both the Malaysian Fusion X compilations.

The First Verse EP marks Yin’s debut solo appearance on a release. My personal favourites on this EP is Rain and Asian Beauty. Notably also is the beat from Say Goodbye. I am not sure who made it, but it has a good vibe to it. The catchy hook on Move It also makes you certain this rapper will be recognized by the masses soon enough.

Ying Yang’s flow and lyrics have improved by leaps and bounds and it will be interesting to see how he goes forward from here. To me, the mere fact that an effort was made to put something out is enough to get my respect and admiration. Mainstream success may be still some way to go, but The First Verse is a good step forward.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

the crazy ass week

last week is just pure madness..it just felt like one of the most hectic times this year, and i feel like just takin a break from all this right now.. crazyness i tell u.. seriously, no jokes..

ive got tests during the next 2 weeks.. shits just bad timing ...2 of my schoolmates came up from jb during the week.. i really had no time for em, as I had to do a bunch of revision and catch up on my studies, and also fell sick during the week.. bad timing, sighzzz..

i also had spent most of the week thinkin bout the experiment that i was spose to design for my Physics project.. everything i could come up with was off , but Ive got a ruff idea now.. coolies..

and i had an interview with the University Of Newcastle yesterday.. it was carried out in my college, so atleast I did not nid to travel here n there for the interview..had to skip some of my studyin time to get them formal clothes cuz i left mine in JB..lolz.. overall, i guess the interview went pretty smoothly.. there were a few pauses here n there, but to sit down there for 40 minutes itself was a great achievement i guess.. HOWEVER, what i heard was that they only allocate 5 places to students from my college for medicine.. lolz lolz lolz.. obviously i wont be one of those 5.. ishness..

and ive also been tryin to push that track titled Asian Beauty of my EP to them radio stations..hopefully if everything goes well, then it can be heard on Xfresh FM next week, Saturday, somewhere between 12-2 at mightnite.. a snippet of the EP can also be heard from www.myspace.com/yinjbc .. its for those who are thinkin twice bout bein the album..so hopefully that convinces yall.. =)

alrite, off to hit the books again.. life's bad...

"You aint even impressed no more, you used to it"

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Say Goodbye

Track 3 from The First Verse EP.. might have some typos here n there..

(Verse 1 - Yin Yang)
see its like so many years, I never thought that I would say
That one day we both gotta go our seperate ways
So many times cause of me your heart's in pain
So I only got one question, why should we start again
We were both so sure we would last forever
We did cry, we smiled, we also laugh together
I did try, I tried to mend it back apart
I gotta let you go cause other men deserve your heart
An angel like you, that is too good to be true
You're too good for me, and that's why I gotta leave you
I don't deserve you, tho I know I love you
I swear to God that I wish I had never hurt you
You were always saying that love I never showed you
Everytime u cried on the phone I wished to hold you
Love just, wasn't really meant for us
See I gotta break the news, this is the end of us

(Chorus X2)
Sometimes in life you gotta give up what chu love
And even tho I love you so
Gonna have to let you go
No I dont wanna hurt you no more

(Verse 2 - Vixstarr)
Its been a long time
i should not have let you
not know the reason
now here's the rhyme
beybee i'm sorry
i know this sounds corny
i don't love you, nah that's not it
how do i, where do i start
as time comes to part
don't take matters at heart
playin you, i swear that i'm not
beybee u know i can;t lie, you know i'd get caught
this more harder than i thought
but no one could ever take your spot
you're the one i love alot
even till the day my body rott
i can't bring myself to tell you
i'm all sweaty as if the day was hot
but god damn you know it's not
the situation is complicated
as if i'm falling from a ridge
into an abysmal ditch
this whole thing is a glitch
we can't patch things up
there is nothing you can stich
i've spoken enough let me take you to the bridge.

(Chorus repeated till finish)

Monday, July 17, 2006

clip



pardon me for the sound quality..my phone's bad.. first song is a remix to Kanye's Touch The Sky.. and 2nd song is Asian Beauty of the EP..peep peep

Taking a look back

College has started all over again, and it'll be another 5 more days b4 i can get another lengthly rest.. damn!! weather has been kinda bad the past few days too, cuz its like, scorching hot in the afternoons.. sighz..
k, time to recap on the weekends and stuff..

Saturday

Went for soundcheck kinda late, at around 5+ actually..was spose to be there at 2.30..lolz.. mic was kinda screwed up.. we were first promised cordless mics, but tak dapat.. and the quality of them mics were also not that impressive.. but heyz, im still grateful to have the opportunity to rock the same stage with some of the local acts..

We were done soundchecking at round 6, so we went to get a bite.. jay came over to chill with us.. haha.. went back there at round 8, and to our suprise, the crowd was really very lil.. most of them prolly came to support their frens who were performin and stuff i guess.. round 50 people or so turn up for the event if im not mistaken.. sighz, another repeat of 2004's IU and 2004's Prom Night.. lolz..

our slot was right after Dragon Red's, which was pretty cool.. I had fun on stage wid Eu Jin, dude's just crazy and funny at the same time.. ive got a vid of our performance, and imma try to upload it asap yeapz.. the sound might not be that good tho, its taken on a camera fon, but do peep if yalls interested..

Sunday

Coco went missing.. sighs... for those who dont know, Coco's this kitten that i found bout 3 months ago, and dear's been keepin him in her house ever since.. he decided to run away yesterday tho, and that feeling of not seeing him anymore still kills me deep inside.. its funny tho, i was tellin myself that I would take pics of him later on during Saturday, and a day later.. he's no longer here..We search all over the apartments, and also walked around part of SS15 in search of him, but he's nowhere to be found.. it just feels weird that he's no longer there to run out of the house everytime dear opens the door, or there's no little fella running up and down the house hyperactively when every else is down.. i hope he's doing fine tho, and hopefully he's found a girlfren or smth.. mebbe one day I might have a chance to spot him around subang with his family and all.. how nice that would be..

sighs..

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Weekends

Saturday mornings always feels good..its like, so peaceful and sunny everytime.. no classes, no waking up early in the morning.. how nice eh..
but since dear is not here, i got bored quick, and i then went online to watch the Miri girl fight video..lolz.. the bully so gangster wan.. and the boys less gangster wan.. 6 minutes or so of slapping, hair pulling, and trying to kick ur enemy down.. i wonder why she nv fight back tho.. i hate seeing one sided matches... btw, what happened to them anywayz? the papers dont seem to be talkin bout it no more ( i think so la.. i have not really been readin much news lately)..

ohyea, quick update for those who stay round subang..
I will be performin @ Taylors College today (16 July), for a 'Stop Piracy and Support Local Acts' event.. cools right? wont be doin much tho, just a 5 mins performance i think.. hopefully i will be able to pull it off ar.. got abit of stage rust tho.. heres a lil more details:

Date: 15th July 2006
Time: 7 p.m. – 11 p.m.
Place: Multi Purpose Hall, Main Campus, Taylor's College Subang Jaya

Other groups performing on that day:

* Dragon Red
* K-Town Clan
* Poseidon
* Tempered Mental

just to name a few..imma try to get a bunch of snapshots if possible..
alriteyz, thats all for now..byez

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Birthday

Yesterday was my 18th birthday.. 080706.. can buy 6D if it ever existed..lolzi received less wishes and greetings tho, which prolly means that Im being forgotten.. ishness!! nvmz, its still the best brithday in my 18 years tho... crazy crazy crazy!!! heres like, a brief summary of all the crazy moments..

The lovely G1 people

first, they sang a happy birthday song in class..haha.. niceness!! next, the 10verystressedpeople had some sort of a suprise celebration.. coolies.. even got t-shirt, head band and wrist band from em... i guess they wanted to give me that hip hop image.. haha.. thanks so much guys!!

then it was my dearest darling...

we counted down to my birthday together.. best best.. she made this card that really means alot to me.. bunch of memories and all that inside it.. then it was the present.. this is definitely the best gift!! seriously!! im not exaggerating when i say this is the best gift ive ever received in ma life.. a pair of adicolor!! crazyness.. ive been wantin to get my hands on this pair ever since i saw it, and being a shoe freak, this tops anythin and everything ive ever received.. muakzzzzz!! thanks dear!!

and then my parents came up, and my bro too

fam came up, and had dinner with my relatives.. whats even nicer was that dear was also invited!! first time she met my grandma and aunts.. hehe.. received a couple of ang paos , but didnt get any pressie from my parents tho.. i was findin for a good hp, but couldnt find wan in time.. so i'll be lookin around subang for a new hp as my bdae prezzie from them.. finally!!

k,that sums up most of the things that happened.. ohyea, me and dear watched Superman returns too... not bad ar, quite draggy and some scenes should have been left out.. nvm, a pretty decent movie i guess..

ohyea, tonite is the World Cup Final.. i guess it'll be pretty packed there.. dunno what time i must go there to book place.. crazyness!! onyea, football pundit Andrew Choo predicts France to win 2-0.. lolz.. jpjp

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

World Cup

The World Cup just got better

all the while everyone's been talkin bout Brazil, Germany, England, Spain .. no one gave 2 sh*ts bout teams such as France and Italy.. lolz.. im glad Italy went through.. they play beautiful football, and could def topple england anytime and deserve to be in it.. and no, they should not be labeled underdogs..

Sunday, July 02, 2006

tuff luck

England lost, AGAIN!! arggghhh... just wasnt meant to be i guess.. tunggu another 4 years ar..lolz